Sometimes its hard being who I am.
It sucks.
I have so many ups & downs, and my days are a mix of emotions. I wish I could change them, and make it different.
Some times I wake up and Im in a great mood, but then not too long after waking up, my mood shifts and im depressed, or angry.
Other days I Wake up and im depressed or upset right off the bat. There is no changing once that happens.
Sometimes I wonder what I need to do to be happy. I do the meds, I do the therapy, I do the counseling, but nothing helps.
I just want change. I want to be normal. I want to be sane again. I say again, but I dont even know when the last time was.
I dont even know what I'm saying anymore, I just want to be happy.
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