Alone...

I have to be honest, sometimes I feel so alone. 

I live in this house with Andrew and Kat, and I spend time with them, but I feel alone still.

I understand that Andrew works long hours, but even on his days off he wants to sleep until 10-11am. 

I miss when he would get up with me in the mornings when I got out of bed. But then again, it seems like there is always something to argue about so maybe thats why he sleeps so long. 

Honest question - when does someone catch up on sleep? How much "extra" sleep do they need to get until they can say they are rested?

Sometimes I feel like all he does is work and sleep. Granted, we do spend a couple hours a day together. But, I look at couples who work8-9 hours a day, sleep 6-8 hours, and spend the rest of their time with family. Lastnight we got home around 930, and were in bed by 1030, and its 10am and he is still sleeping. 

Not to mention he works at 2pm, so he will be leaving around 130, so in just a few short hours he will be leaving. 

But, I feel like if I say anything to him about it, I will be wrong for saying something, or wrong for voicing how I feel. 

Granted, I dont work, bu I used to. I know how tiring it can be to put up with bullshit for 8 hours a day, or 10 for that matter. But if that bullshit makes you so tired that its absorbing your family time so you can sleep it off, then by all means, find a new job with less bullshit. 

I'm slowly feeling my family slip away from me, and im starting to feel numb, like tempered. Its not hurting like it used to, not sure its hurting at all. Just, annoying me more and more. 

Oh well..